so it's been interesting lately. i guess that's a good word. christmas came and went and i got a pile of nifty stuff like fuzzy mittens and a huge beanbag chair and my personal favorite a gift certificate to BUILD A BEAR! now i can build a bear and not feel guilty for wasting money. *happy* i also got a dart board and i don't know what i'm going to do with that. odd.
i keep working on college apps and i keep not getting anything done. i have the worst case of writers' block ever, i swear. i know what i want to say, but i'm not able to say it. for, like, the last two weeks. it's driving me crazzzzyyy...
man i got bright turquoise shoes. they make me so happy just because they're bright turquoise. which is only like one of the greatest colors of ALL TIME. three cheers for bright turquoise.
i've gotten a surprising amount done today already. it's interesting how much more time i have when i don't sleep. wow. but yet, i still have massive amounts of work to do today and tomorrow. like, write an entire screenplay. that's going to be interesting because karl decided to turn my movie into a parody of the x-men. which is all fine and good because that means he'll actually help me, but it's presenting problems with the screenplay-writing because i've never actually seen the x-men. hmmmm. i did watch the lion king twice in a row the other night. that was nice. i like the lion king.
wow. i have just learned that if you want to increase the effects of caffeine (because you build up tolerance really fast) then you should take it with grapefruit juice. interesting.
man i watched the weirdest cartoon last night when i was babysitting. it was like this mansion where they run an adoption agency for abandoned imaginary friends. it was crazy. but it was also really funny. maybe i should watch cartoon network more often. oh!!! and danielle do you remember that game in the video game store at the mall with the drums that we didn't know how to play? i definitely learned how to play it. i suck at it, too, because you're supposed to have rhythm to do it, but i know how to play now. which is awesome like something that rhymes with awesome. balsam? nothing really rhymes with awesome. that's depressing.
okay, when i started writing this i definitely knew what was going on and i had some stuff to say. but it has completely disappeared...so you're just not going to get an update on my boring life.
in the other, cryptic, news, which i'm not going to explain to you, i feel a little better now, even though there's still some things i don't understand. although i don't know if that's due to me actually getting over it or to me just ignoring it completely. i have, however, realized that this is all kind of funny in its own way.
i think maybe God is a bit pissed at me right now (or over the last couple of years), and apparently he has a sense of humor when he's angry. really, though, i could have done without the irony. thanks anyway. or else, you could try to make the irony a bit less painful...
grah. i feel the need for some caffeine. i definitely slept for like, 45 minutes last night. oh yeah, i am cool. so very, very, cool.